Meteor Rain

Got a message in the middle of the night.
Wake up! there will be meteor rain at 2 am. It's 10 minutes left. Make your wish!
That's what i don't expect when i really feel tired after working hard. But my curiousity was actually bigger than tireness. So, i walked through the back yard, sitting down in a bench, and with my sleepy eyes, i was trying to look at the sky. As soon as the wind blows, i started to feel uneasy. I was affraid of being there. Alone in a place where there was absolutely nothing. I had never been alone in the open air at 2 am. I should have been terrified, but actually i was perfectly serene and i was even singing.
i watched the night sky for a long time, and realized that some years ago, in my life, i used to looked at the stars and felt so happy.
Someone has taught me the name of the stars. Orion, Sirius, Betelgeuse, Centaur, etc. and while i was trying to remember one by one, suddenly an old idea popped into my head.
'If you miss me, and you don't know where i'm gonna be, just look at the stars. then point out one of the brightest star, and you'll know where i am.'
some years ago, those idea sounds great. i remember, with my furious logic that children have, i'd begin to pointed out the most far away star. of course it wasn't the brightest one. then i shouted, 'where are you..where are you..'
nobody knows about the game i used to play, except him.
And now, when i'm older and have travelled the mysterious journey that lead from intransigence to compassion, and when i looked at those meteor rain, i asked to myself, "Where are you my little star? Help me find you. Please give me your bright light, and i'll be safe."